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Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Torn

I want you to accept me for who I am, what my history and past has made me, and who I will be in the future. If only you knew the reasons I am so negative at times. At the moment I am torn between 1) staying here, being near my family who I want to get away from, possibly being on a waitlist for nursing for 2 years, but being with you. The other option being 2) Move to Washington/Colorado, go to a better school, pay more per unit, not be anywhere near my family which would make me happy, starting my life the way I should, but not having you anymore. On most days I am leaning towards the latter, until the end of the day comes around and I am laying next to you in bed thinking I never want to be without you. When I am angry, it is really because I am sad but don't want to show it. I can't help but think what it would all be like without you. A year from now we will know exactly which path I choose, I look forward to it, and fear it all the same.

Monday, June 11, 2012

Quote 6/11/12

Me: "Oh my god Mom, you have to see the preview for Magic Mike!"
Mom: "Why?"
Me: "You will jizz your pants! Like ten thousand times!"
Mom: "Oh I will? Good thing I'm taking a shower after, then."
Me: "Gross, took it to a whole different level, Mom."