Stressed

I will be officially flying out to New Hampshire a week from tomorrow. The last couple of weeks have been me packing boxes to move, figuring out whether or not I will transfer for work, and making lists so I don't forget anything on my trip. I have today and the next two days off from work to buy some last minute things and try to relax a little before next week. Monday and Tuesday are my last days at work. Wednesday through Friday I will be packing and moving more boxes from Sacramento to Napa. I plan on having 90% of my clothing, etc. moved out by Thursday next week. The only things I want to leave at the apartment until I come back are my mattress, dresser, and bookshelf because I may need a truck/Uhaul. Friday will be the big preparation day! I will have to make sure everything is packed in my luggage, triple checking my lists at the same time. Might go to bed around 8 that night because I'll have to be up at 4a.m. Saturday morning in order to be at the airport at 5:30a.m. Everything leading up to this trip has gone so much more smooth than it did last year. My last trip, that I never completed, was just an absolute mess leading up to and during the day of my flight. This time the money is in order, the circumstances are in order, and my feelings toward Colin are much stronger than they've ever been, and I hope they don't ever change. During my stay in NH, MA, and ME I will hope to take tons of pictures and blog as much as possible, if I'll have any free time! Phew, that was a lot of typing. To be continued...

Creep Like 'Em

Trust, what every relationship thrives on. Without trust you can have jealousy, anger, envy, and even infidelity. It all starts with one tiny little lie or the "forgot to tell you" and ends up being a slew of bottled-up emotions and suspicions that never get resolved. If you're in a committed, monogamous relationship and you're doing something you shouldn't, then you should either end the relationship or be honest with your partner and let them decide whether you're worth their time or not. If you're a known cheater, just don't start a relationship at all until you seek help for whatever deep, emotional problem that you have. Everyone deserves to receive the same amount of trust that they give. There are many things that combine to make a loving relationship but, to me, one of the most important is trust.

Winter Again

It's already December and I can't believe how fast time has flown by! I have decided to move back home so that I can go back to school and save some money by not having to pay $350 in rent alone, not including gas, groceries, and supplies for the apartment. My last day at work is exactly one month from today, January 3rd, 2012. In four days I will be registering for my classes, hoping to take about 15-18 units. I should only have about two semester left until I finish my A.S. in Real Estate. The next year for me is going to be very busy, exciting, and fun. I can't wait to not work as much and have some free time for family and friends. Woo 2012 will be amazing!

SEX

When it comes to sex, I believe that some people can be somewhat, if not a lot, judgmental. We are all human and humans can have a variety of sexual wants, needs, and limitations. It's in our nature to have sex whether it be with one person the rest of our lives or a variety of people, it's all natural. We do what we feel is right and not society nor our parents nor our friends or family can tell us what that is. Although, there can be some people who are mentally ill that have the wrong ideas about sex, the rest of us don't need to be persecuted.

Kittahs Suck!

When I was younger, maybe about nine or ten, I absolutely loved cats! All animals really at that point. Now that I am older and I live with someone else that has a cat, I am realizing how much I DON'T LIKE CATS. So, to help everyone else understand why I feel this way, I will be jotting down a few reasons:

• They poop in the house and your entire house will smell like cat poop.
• They shed their fur on EVERYTHING. Even in your food.
• They scratch anything they can, especially the brand new office chair you just bought.
• They think they're always hungry and act like they're starving every time you walk into the kitchen, even though their food bowl is overflowing.
• All night long they will meow at your bedroom door to wake you up, but when you open the door they run away hissing at you.
• They don't understand a single word that comes out of your mouth. Especially the word 'no'.
• They try attacking anything that moves like the bottoms of your pajama pants as you walk past them.

These are only some of the reasons I don't like cats. There are reasons I don't like some other animals, as well. I'm not biased against cats, just happens to be the topic of this very early Saturday morning. =)

Fatties

Maybe if you stop drinking your sodas and eating your fast food you wouldn't be so obese. Try eating a vegetable, fruit, or even taking a short walk around the house (because you're lazy) and you might lose some of that orange fatty substance under the rolls upon rolls that you have.

TIFFTIA

Six months ago, April 21st to be exact, I ordered a custom license plate from the DMV that they said would only take about twelve weeks (three months) to be delivered to the DMV office of my choice. I chose the Napa office and have been waiting ever since for a notification that my plates have arrived. Finally being fed up with the DMV's incapabilities and waiting an entire six months for a sign that they have my plates, I called the 1-800 number and spoke to someone at the main office. She then realised it had been six months, called the Napa DMV, and found out that they do have my plates but for some reason I was never notified. She couldn't tell me how long they have had them for but she did set me up an appointment on Monday at 9am to pick them up. I bought my new car in July and have waited almost four months, not having any plates, for this day to finally come! Now everyone will see me coming.

Life's Too Short

Yesterday I had a wonderful time at my sister's Halloween Party. My mom, brother, cousin and I all drove up there which only took us about an hour and a half. Once we got there we saw all of the delicious snacks that she had set up for us. There were salamis, cheeses, tons of drinks to order, and a candy bar! I was dressed as a sexy nurse, mom was a vampire, cousin was a firefighter, brother was an athlete, sister was Tinkerbell, nephew was Peter Pan, and brother was an alligator. We all looked so wonderful!

Square Spaghetti

Tomorrow I will be getting up early to get my hair done by the beautifully pregnant Lettecia Marie. She always does her hair so cute and her makeup is perfect. I just can't wait for her to touch my hair, it'll make me fall asleep. After my hair and makeup are done, I'll be coming back to the apartment and putting on my full costume. At about 10:00am Jordan and I will be leaving to go to the airport where I will be dropping him off before his flight to Colorado. After I cry my heart out because I won't see him for a week and a half, I'll be driving down to Napa to pick up my mom, brother, and cousin hopefully. We'll be driving to my sister's house for her Halloween party where there will be tons of food, and drinks, and partying!!! Gunna be a fun Saturday with the family. Can't wait to see everyone. =)

My Favorite Cliches

I was in the shower this morning, at 6:00am, and was thinking about all of the cliche things I love saying all of the time. Now I would like to share just a few of my favorites with you!! Here we go (not in any specific order):

• Don't look a gift horse in the mouth.
• Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
• Patience is a virtue.
• Don't judge a book by it's cover.
• Another day, another dollar.

These are just some of the many that I am constantly using. The best part is how mad some people (aka Colin) get when I say them. =)

AD

Arrested Development really is such a funny show. It makes me feel not so lonely when my BFFF Jordan has gone for 2 weeks! :(

All About The Benjamins Baby

Yesterday, for the first time since working at Starbucks 5 years ago, a customer actually offered me a tip! Which may not seem like much to some, but it means a lot to me to know that someone appreciates the hard work I put into their jobs. Why is it that waiters who take an order, fill your glass, wait for the food to be made, then bring it to your table are tipped 15%?? I stand around all day doing bindings, laminations, folding, cutting, stapling, ordering business cards, and doing your typesetting and all I get is a thanks. Thank you's don't pay my bills. It's unfair that the techs at my job who do tech services such as hard drive backups, and PC tune-ups make a commission anywhere from 5% to 20% and I make no commission at all. We make the same per hour, but at the end of the month when the commission is added up, they tend to make about $400 more than me. That's the society we live in I suppose, where everyone thinks that waitresses work soooo hard and everyone else deserves what they make.

Guys...

Please don't come into my store, see that I'm working my butt off, and try to flirt with me. There are customers waiting while you try to make small talk with me about school and my job just to get to my phone number. You're pathetic and need to learn how to actually talk to a woman. kthxbai

Fright Fest

My sister, brother in-law, and nephew came down to Napa yesterday. We met at China House, ate some delicious food there, and decided from there to go to Marine World to see what Fright Fest is like. We got there and it was a bit crowded. We got inside the park and there were zombies walking around, a blood fountain, and other Halloween creepy type things. We walked over to the kid's section of the park and saw some characters like Daffy Duck, Wiley Coyote, Bugs Bunny, among others. They were standing around in areas for kids to take pictures with and afterwards the kids would get a piece of candy from them; it was pretty adorable. Issac went on some rides for the first time! He absolutely loved it! A few of the rides I would say he was too young for, but next year he will be all set and we'll have a blast. I hope they end up getting season passes like my brother, mom, and I did this year. Overall, it was a fun day and I can't wait to see them this coming Saturday for their Halloween party!

Fall Cleaning

My room had become such a horrible mess in the past few weeks, I just had to take some time tonight to pick everything up off of the floor. I folded all of my pants and socks, hung my shirts, then went through all of the clothes in my closet. I can always tell which clothes I wear the most by which ones aren't on my bedroom floor. By process of elimination I think I am donating about 5 shirts, a skirt, a pair of shorts, and a pair of jeans. More room in my closet, and some nice clothes for someone else to appreciate. I, also, found a ton of sweaters I had completely forgotten about that are really adorable and I just cannot wait for the actual cold weather to arrive!!

Nursing School!

I just wanted to take some time tonight to let everyone know what the donations I've been talking about will actually go towards. I know I haven't really explained it, so here is the approximate breakdown!

Tuition: $36 per Unit x 77 units = $2772
Fees (including but not limited to) uniforms, textbooks, supplies, travel to and from school: $2000
Salary I may lose from not being able to work full time: ~$300/month

So, overall, from what I can estimate, the grand total of Nursing School may cost me $8400, if not more.

Please, if you have any sympathy, have been in my situation, or just want to see a great person do great things, donate to my Nursing School Fund. Your caring will not go unrecognized or unneeded.

Shake It!

Love when I finally get a chance to come home, put on some booty shorts, and sweat it out! If I keep this up I will have no problem fitting into my already-tight Halloween costume! Been working on cardio, abs, and legs. My diet is pretty normal except I've cut out any and all fast food, have been drinking as much water as possible instead of filling up on calories, eat a greek yogurt everyday, and no candy what-so-ever. I would say that my inspiration for all of this is the lovely and talented R&B singer, Ciara. Most of all, her song and music video Like A Boy has really inspired me to be the best to my abilities physically. She is just a fantastic dancer, singer, and she's pretty lean. Love it! My exercise regime mostly consists of doing about 20 lunges on each leg, about 50 crunches, and then dancing (going hard) for about a half hour to 45 mins. I work up a pretty good sweat and can actually feel my muscles working and burning which is a great feeling. Tomorrow I might include playing DDR into the regime. =)

Bet You Can't Do It Like Me

Look who's been talking to and playing Counter Strike with only the best player...... (drum roll).... COLIN! Oh how I've missed the raging on Vent =) Loads of fun happening around here, hence why I've been staying up so late...HEADSHOT

Whoa Guys!

Just, whoa. You people are totally awesome (unless you're bots) for giving me so many views. I feel loved! It's great to come home after a long and drudging day at work, click on the FNT tab on Google Chrome, and see how many people have been checkin' me out! Thanks everyone!!! Maybe at this rate I will be able to get to 2,000 views before year 2012. Let's make it happen people!!

Don't forget to subscribe, link me on FB, leave a comment, or even donate a dollar! =)

Shrimpies!

Made some delicious shrimp lo-mein on this cloudy and sorta-cold night for Jordan and I. I wish I had a super nice kitchen, more money for groceries, and more time to cook because I could seriously make some amazingly delicious things!

My Favorite Color

Such a wonderful day today! It's raining, gray, and cold. I got to wear my new peacoat that I bought this weekend with my mom and I'm going to be making shrimp lo-mein for dinner! Yummy! I'll put some pics up of that once I get it started. This is going to be the best season we've had in a while =)

Over 1,000!

I officially have over 1,000 views on here now! That is just so amazing and shows just how many of my friends are here for me and I really appreciate it! I will try my hardest to be loyal to those of you who have been loyal to me by posting every day, including a picture, at least once, to the best of my abilities. Again, thanks for reading, keep up the good work!! =)

Pumpkin Spice!

Had an amazing day yesterday with my sister, her husband, and my nephew! They came down, we hung out a bit at Mom's house, then we drove out to the Stanley Lane Pumpkin Patch in Napa, CA. which we do every year, it's kind of our tradition. After that we went to Browns Valley Pizzeria and found out their power was out. They told us they could still make pizzas, though, which made us happy. Us ladies had salad bars with our pizza and it was absolutely delicious! Lettuce, Garbanzo Beans, Kidney Beans, Cucumber, Tomatoes, and sunflowe seeds... just the way I like it! Drove over to Starbucks after that and I treated them to coffees. We ordered a tall pumpkin spice latte with salt for me, a grande peppermint mocha for Kyle, and a grande caramel macchiatto for Crystal. Soo yummy! All in all it was a fantastic start to this beautiful season with my siblings and nephew. I love them so much!

Sunrise at Villa Del Rio

Sitting here, eating my cereal and loving that it's fall already. I think I got maybe 4 hours of sleep last night because I kept waking up thinking I was going to be late.. ugh! Anyways I've got my honey bunches of oats with freeze dried strawberries =) And it's Friday! Which means I need to send in my car payment and be broke again. I can't believe I spent $50 on groceries this week, and I don't even know what I bought! Oh well, I better find a second job soon to pay for a new apartment, the bills I already have, and the nursing program. =/

FPS

Last night i decided to go ahead and set up steam because I had just bought a new headset. I haven't played Counter Strike in 5 years probably and am a total noob now. Not only do I need a better setup for gaming: new mouse, wrist pad, stable desk, etc., but I need more time to game. I played a few rounds last night, re-learning everything I had forgotten and realizing how fun that game is and that I'm actually not too shabby at it. Thankfully it's starting to get colder, and rainier outside so I'll have an excuse for gaming so much. HEADSHOT!

Washer & Dryer

After getting home from work, it was cold and cloudy out, but not raining so I put on my boots and a cute sweater. Jordan and I left to get food at In and Out and then to the grocery store. It ended up actually being sunny while we were eating food, and grocery shopping but by the time we had checked out it was absolutely pouring outside. We sat by the doors of the store for a couple of minutes debating whether or not we should wait it out or just make a run for it. We ran! We were probably only out there for about a minute and by the time we got all of the bags in the car as fast as we could and shut the doors we were drenched! It looked as though we had been swimming. I got home, stripped off all of my soaked clothes, and hung them over the shower curtain rod. Wish we had a dryer. I love the rain, but I think I need to find my umbrella. =)

RVP

Today the Regional Vice President of the company I work for is making a visit to our store. Jordan and I both have to be there at 6am to put out 400 price changes and clean every little last bit of what didn't get cleaned yesterday before the RVP gets there. I already clearanced down a ton of stuff and organized the entire clearance rack, so now all I'll have to do is fill supplies and dust down my dept. The only thing that would suck is if he actually didn't visit the store and we ran around crazy for nothing. Hopefully I won't have to work there too much longer. =)

It's Raining!

Jordan and I went to Cheesecake factory, super delicious!!! I had a greek salad with buffalo chicken strips, and he got pasta. Now we're sitting at home discussing how he can shave his pubes.... gunna be a fun night!

Hot Apple Cider

I believe it's about 65 degrees outside, I just got home from work about an hour ago and am sitting in my jammies drinking cider. I'm not sure what could make this any better except having more of my family and friends around. I appreciate everything and everyone who is close to me and anyone who has been there for me no matter what. It's amazing to have friends who you don't need to talk to everyday to know they're there for you.

On a completely separate subject, I bought an office chair at work on clearance that was originally $150 and I got it for $12. I am super proud of myself!

Also, I sent in my transcripts a couple of weeks ago to the Department of Real Estate along with my check to take the California Real Estate Exam (?). I figured I might as well put my training to good use and try to make a little more money so I won't have to work as much and can finally go back to school. I would do anything to just go to school full time for 2 years, finish my degree in Nursing, and live a happy life. What dreams may come, I suppose.

First Confession

Forgive me, it has been over 8 months since my last blog. A lot has happened since I moved to Sacramento. I am working full time at an office supply store. Sometimes I work 4am, 6am, or 8am shifts and always 40+ hours a week. I couldn't stand not having air conditioning, among the many other things wrong with my car so I saved up as much as I could and bought a car that would be safe and economical for me to drive in all of this traffic. I am going to meet with a counselor sometime in the next month, not sure which school yet, to see what classes I need to take to start my prerequisites for the nursing program. There's no denying how much I want to be a nurse, although I could easily finish my AA in business, also. Well, it is now 5:22am and I need to leave for work. Till next time, enjoy the cooler weather!

Apt. 90

Sitting here alone in the apartment, waiting to make dinner for Jordan and I. We finally got the internet up and running today. There really is nothing to watch on t.v., I think we should save money by getting rid of the cable. Got my bed in this weekend and got to sleep in it for the first time last night, was so good! I'm really starting to like having Trinity around because now we have COCKROACHES! Stupid apartment. Oh, and the people next door are terrible. There are like 30 people that go in and out all day long, blasting music in the apartment until 11pm, and then fighting and yelling until 3 in the morning. Next time it happens I'm calling the cops, I would really like to sleep through the night. At least I can have the windows open without anyone seeing inside because we're on the top floor. Hoping that my sissy, Kyle, and Issac come to visit within the next couple weeks. I should have the apartment put together by that point. =)

Something is wrong.

I have been planning this trip to Boston for over a month now, took a week off of work, and did everything I could to get on the flight after my wallet had been stolen. Last night all I did was think about if I forgot anything or if my luggage was too heavy. I got to the airport afraid I was going to get lost but got through security and everything fine. I boarded the plane and realized that everyone who complains about how tiny the seats are must be fatasses because I thought the seats were actually pretty comfortable. I had all three seats in my row to myself, put the arm rests up, laid across the seats, and fell asleep. I got to see mountains, and ponds, and snow on the way to Denver. The plane landed and as the doors opened everyone realized that the pilot was not exaggerating when he said it was -10 degrees outside. I stepped into the airport and looked at the screen only to find that ALL flights to the east coast have been canceled. I was shocked. I had two choices: wait at the airport until the next day and see whether or not there would be anymore flights, or go home and rebook. I chose rebook at the time, but when I get home I'm canceling it for my money back. My checked baggage is floating around somewhere with my clothes, shoes, phone charger, makeup, etc. and may not arrive until tomorrow (hopefully at the latest).

I suppose on the bright side of all of this at least I have the week to move into our new apartment and get all my credit/debit cards back. I'm just so disappointed. :-/

FINALLY

a moment to blog! I am sitting here in the living room of the Foster home, for the last night that I will ever stay in this house. Tmrw I am grabbing as much of my stuff as I can and store it at my moms or at the apartment. In approximately 16 days from today (sunday) I will be flying to NH. So soon it's crazy. My new job at Office Depot is really easy and everyone there is super nice, it just doesn't pay well enough. Either one or the other, right? I can't even remember the last time I've blogged because I've been so busy. Watched a movie called Going the Distance tonight which was absolutely hilarious, then drove to In and Out because I was starving and that was amazingly satisfying. What else... will call Geico tomorrow whenever I get a free moment to once again ask them when I will be getting paid out for the damages on my car. I no longer wonder why I always lost toys, books, memories whenever we'd move from house to house as a kid... It's because my mom probably threw anything she could away so we wouldn't have to pack it! Moving sucks like a bag of dicks. Can't wait to be back at the apartment tomorrow even though I'll miss Sydney,.. her birthday is Monday. She will be five years old already!! Such a big girl. I officially like living in the area that I do even though the parking situation sucks. There is a Chili's, Outback, Panera Bread, Chipotle, Jamba Juice, Red Lobster, Buca di Beppo, Applebees, Ihop, Chic-fil-A... and that's just on the same street as me within a mile not counting fast food places. It's awesome. I really hope that I find a phlebotomy job soon!! I know that February will be a much better month for me though, I just know it. Okay it's officially past 1:30am and I'm gunna pass out. More packing to do tomrorow! Night world!

UP

Just woke up from my first technical night of living with Jordan. Not terrible in the least bit. We had taco bell for dinner, and watched Black Swan which was sooo weird, and then Family Guy/American Dad, oh and made him an OKCupid account haha. Went to bed around 2:15ish and now I'm awake! The couch really isn't bad at all, and Trinity was only crazy a couple times. Need to take a shower and get ready to go to Target for groceries/supplies. Hoping that tonight Jordan and I can go to work together so we don't lose our parking spot. Parking is absolutely ridiculous around here. Still like 50% of the assigned parking is empty and the guest parking is full. I just don't get it. Alright I should jump in the shower so we can go do things!

Move

Started really packing my things today. Got all my sheets washed and laundry done for the week. Will be staying with Jordan for the next few days. Tomorrow my bed and dresser will be gone. I'll officially be a couch surfer! 21 days until I leave for NH. Everything is happening too fast, but it's very exciting! Got our apartment, we move in on the first. So in the next two weeks I will be moving my things to Jordan's officially, working my new job, finding a home for Sydney, and then flying out. I'm one busy girl! February will be a whole different story...

OH EM GEE!

My last day at CVS is finally here! Funny because this morning my alarm didn't go off but mom was here and was super loud which woke me up. Can't wait to go in, finish this 6 hours shift, and never look back! I'm going to miss everyone there, well, not everyone, but most people. I still have this sore throat, really hope it's not strep or something because I don't have medical insurance! There have just been so many different changed in my life in the past month, I would have never guessed it a year ago. Single, moving out, changing jobs, flying out of the state.. It's crazy. Well, it's already 6:03 so I should jump in the shower lol. Woo I should burn the place down, go out with a real bang. :D

HOME

Just got home from a long (short) day at work. Am sooooo sleepy! Will not be staying up past 11 tonight, getting up at 5:30am tomorrow for more work. Woooot my last day! Then after work driving to sac to see the apartment/talk to the apartment manager. Okay I can't think straight cuz I'm soooo tired. Night.

p.s. my throat still hurts :(

Today is definitely Sunday

I ran out of cream cheese. Thankfully I had just enough for my nicely burnt english muffin. Again, no mail today which means that the netflix movie I've had sitting next to me for the past week will not be getting sent back today. Laundry is almost done and Alex wants to get lunch. Wondering if I want to go or stay home and pack/sort more stuff. Only 23 days until I fly out to NH which will be very super exciting. Tomorrow is my last day at work so I will be getting about 5 hours of sleep tonight between closing and then opening tomorrow. I can't wait to move in with Jordan in the next couple of weeks. Finally am going to live with someone who can clean up after themselves. I just really hope the parking situation doesn't suck... I might rent a spot from another apt person who isn't using theirs because I've seen a lot of empty spaces there. Anything to not have to park across the street.

ugh

It's sad when my phone's internet is faster than my house internet, aka neighbors lol. What's weird is it works like all day until really late at night then gets super slow, so I think someone may be watching late night porn. Had some really good pho today with Alex in Vallejo. Hung out with some peeps. Pretty excited for my last 2 days at CVS. Only working 10 hours lol. Home alone again.. feeling a bit lonely. Broke my phone case the other night, fell out of my pocket. Ordered a new one and it already arrived! It's pretty cute. All white, smooth plastic. Just hope it lasts longer than my last one did. ugh, ok night.

Today is totally Saturday

I thought today was Sunday. Woke up this morning with a sore throat :-/ which totally sucks! Will probably be going through some more of my stuff today to see what I do and don't want to bring to Sac. Am gunna have to go over to my mom's to see how much stuff I can fit in her garage. I really just need to fit my bed in there because everything else I can bring and put in Jordan's apartment for the time being. I totally start work next week, so I need to call Kevin on Monday and let him know I can start Wednesday or Thursday. I wonder if anyone at CVS cares enough that I'm leaving to like throw me a party or anything? I know we've thrown some for other employees. Going to Vallejo with Alex today to get some Pho! I am so excited for the delicious to be in my mouth! And maybe it will make my sore throat feel better. Ugh this sore throat is killing me!! My legs and butt feel pretty good today, a good sore. I think that the Bum Bum is actually working!! At least the before and after pics on their website and facebook make it look like it does. Alright I guess that's all I have for now.. lol

Work

Going to work this super early in the morning sucks. It's way too cold and dark outside, the sun doesn't even come up till like 7:30 and I will have to sit in the car for like 10 mins to get the ice to defrost lol. But, good things are happening. May have found a good home for Sydney where I can get updates and photos and stories of her so I know how she's doing which would be awesome. Ok now time to do hair and makeup so I can look good for all those elderly CVS customers! ;)

Online Gamer

Really wish I had a desktop and more time because I would be gaming the shit out of Colin. I would probably rape his scores. :D <3

Almost

I can almost finish an entire session of the Bum Bum lol. Let's all just hope that my legs don't die for the next 4 days again. I took my 'week 1' picture today. So in 4 weeks I guess I will start the before and after pics. There better be some results!

Shenanigans!

Sitting upstairs trying to not talk to Colin too loudly because there are like 5 children right downstairs all trying to listen to my conversations? lol Fudgecicles. So apparently the consensus is that I'm not really funny, I'm just psychotic so everything I do ends up being funny. Got Elvira the movie in my netflix today so I'm probably gunna start that pretty soon. I remember it being a fairly funny movie. Had thai food with my friend Alex today before he goes into the navy and I won't see him for like 4 years!! :( ... I start my new (old) job next week and within the next two weeks will be moving a LOT of stuff!

Charisma - by definition.

That's how you get a job BITCH! lol

Office Depot

Waiting for the manager to call me back.. he said the store's power went out this morning so he hasn't had time to check on anything yet but he said he will be calling me back in a minute? That was like 15 mins ago lol. So if he doesn't call me back by 12 I can't answer my phone cuz I'll be back at work. Oh well.!!

Waiting... Waiting... Waiting... Waiting... !

Before the sun

I am officially dressed and ready before the sun is even up! There should be a law that if the sun isn't up, humans shouldnt be either. We're not nocturnal for a reason. Colin isn't even awake yet and he's three hours ahead of us! So, I'm just chillin with my yogurt and reheated tea from last night that I didn't finish. I think that my allergies have started again. Yesterday all day my nose was itchy and I couldn't stop coughing and sneezing. I might have to start taking my allergy meds again, but I can't remember which ones worked for me last year lol Alright, 6:20 and I need to do my hair and makeup. Glad it only take me 5 mins to drive to work. Woot for being off at 4!

KITH

is hilarious. I don't know why I didnt start watching it a long time ago!!!

:D

I am having a good day compared to most. Haven't quite heard about the apartment yet, but it will be soon (aka tomorrow). Worked all day, legs feel a LOT better, spilled a drink on me - all over, went grocery shopping after work, and now I'm at home next to the fire drinking my Abualitas. Tomorrow around 11am I will be calling the manager of OD, apparently he wants to talk to me. Good news I hope!!! Should probably go to bed within the hour just so I can be up at 5:45am for work... UGH. lol. But, this is my last week. Super exciting. I am really going to miss most of the people I work with. Just because the company sucks, doesnt mean the employees do. Unless youre talking about the store manager who is a huge bitch who loves to talk behind peoples backs. Can't wait to never see her ass, or lack thereof, again :-D

Goodnight world.

Explorers

Oh how I hate any other insurance company other than Geico. Have been waiting for the guy who hit me's insurance to get a hold of either me or Geico and what do they do? Geico calls them twice, leaving messages. Explorers MAILS me a letter with information to get into contact with them which is bad customer service already, they should have just called me. So thats a couple days down the drain waiting for snail mail. Then when I finally get around to calling them in my busy schedule, they dont even answer and again we leave a message... I absolutely love that when you call Geico someone picks up EVERYTIME! 24 HOURS! They're pretty much amazing. So fuck any insurance where you have to go through an 'agent' because theyre obviously too busy with theyre own lives to call someone back! <3 Geico.

Stressed

Super stressed and sad with the way things have turned out in the last couple months. I almost feel like my life is crumbling around me. My home is getting taken away so now i am practically being forced to move to Sacramento, my car is falling apart in front of me, I cant keep my dog and have nowhere for her to go, I have to quit my job and I barely make enough money as it is. Really wish I had at least one parent who cared enough to help out.

omg

my legs are absolutely terribly in pain. this better mean the brazil butt lift is working! i think i need a wheelchair lol i can barely get up and down or use my legs at all without groaning in pain. i might have to take jordan up for his offer for pain meds. lol on a lighter note, mexican food was pretty delicious, definitely hit the spot. arden mall is nice, i like that ill be right down the street from it, along with a ton of other nice stores. umm hate the fact that i have to sign a new year lease but thats life. i need to start saving money for rent lol. $$$$$$$$

Splice & Couch.

Came over to Jordans last night with Alex and watched Splice,which was meh. After that watched a pretty funny episode of South Park and Tosh.0. Went to bed around maybe 230? Woke up to the dick who uses a leaf blower for HOURS!!! So, now I'm awake with Alex and we are just sitting in the living room trying to be quiet so we dont wake up the baby. Just now the people upstairs started blasting some kind of broadway music/oldies? Ugh, maybe I should get up and take a shower before Jordan wakes up lol. okie going.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLbEa8ku5-0&feature=email

J-E-L-L-O

On skype talking to Colin in the small amount of time that we have together today. Cannot wait until February 1st when I will walk off that plane and finally be able to give him a hug for the first time in approximately six years!!! I am so nervous to fly it's ridiculous. I am gunna miss the 60 degree weather we have in Cali for that week, but at the same time will be enjoying the crunchy, cold snow!!!!

p.s. my legs feel like jello

Resolutions for 2011

I suppose I should take this time before work to jot down some resolutions for the new year before it gets too late in January and it won't even be worth it. So here goes...

1. Brazil Butt Lift - back to size 7 pants (at least).
2. Find a Phlebotomy job.
3. Get a better-used car, with a/c.
4. Try to cuss less, remember you are a lady and there are children around!
5. Do this blog for daily activities, thoughts, dreams, and aspirations. :-D
6. Become a little more environmentally friendly. Reuse, Reduce, Recycle.

Alright I think that about sums it up for what I can come up with right now lol

Mmmmm

Have really been craving Benihana the last couple days. Probably because they sent me the monthly newsletter with all the amazing deals!! I just want some shrimp and steak with salad and soup appetizers and veggies and drinks and ice cream!!!! Ugh, wanna go so bad. :-P

Got my ass kicked.

By the Brazil Butt Lift! That was ridiculous. Probably doesn't help that I'm still sick and my lungs hurt from coughing, but I am definitely getting a workout. That was a productive 20 mins :-D..
I will be back doing it again probably Monday or Wednesday! ( )( ) BOOTY!

Sunday, Sunday.

I think I got around nine hours of sleep last night so I'm pretty happy about that! It's 10:30am right now and I don't work until 6pm. Have no idea what I'm going to be doing today. Tonight I will most likely be driving to Sac after work and staying at Jordan's place so that tomorrow we can pop into the apartment manager's office and have her show us the two bedroom, which I'm excited to see. Umm, on another note I originally wanted this blog to be maybe for me to write down my dreams every morning after I wake up, but I havent been able to remember them lately. I think it may be due to this illness. So, until I can remember them again this will be for regular, old fashioned blogging. Oh yeah, and I miss talking to Colin. kthxbai

OH and im gunna start my BRAZIL BUTT LIFT today!! woooo booty!

Rain

I super duper love when its raining. I'm sitting in my recliner, fireplace blazing, hot chamomile tea, friends in IM, baby girl laying next to me, and the sound of the rain pouring outside. Also, knowing I can sleep in tomorrow is a gigantic +PLUS+.

look ma, no exclamations lol

confusing

as eff this blog is. i dont even know how i subscribed to myself when i was trying to subscribe to someone else. subscribing to yourself shouldnt even be an option!! wtf! someone teach me this thing called BLOGGING!!!

End of being sick...

...really sucks! My nose is sore from constantly having to blow it, and my voice has gone thanks to all the coughing! Ugh, and i get nosebleeds too! At least I wont be sick when I go to NH! They might get some kind of disgusting, liberal, vegan, Prius-driving disease! :-D

btw.. I <3 !!!!!

2011 already!!!!

I woke up this morning not even realizing that today is one year away from the Zombie Apocalypse. My best friend and I will have to start stocking up on ammo, food, supplies, etc. I think in the coming months we will be watching plenty of zombie-esque movies to prepare ourselves for what is about to come. For now, though, I will be enjoying 2011 to the fullest! WOOT!