Stressed

I will be officially flying out to New Hampshire a week from tomorrow. The last couple of weeks have been me packing boxes to move, figuring out whether or not I will transfer for work, and making lists so I don't forget anything on my trip. I have today and the next two days off from work to buy some last minute things and try to relax a little before next week. Monday and Tuesday are my last days at work. Wednesday through Friday I will be packing and moving more boxes from Sacramento to Napa. I plan on having 90% of my clothing, etc. moved out by Thursday next week. The only things I want to leave at the apartment until I come back are my mattress, dresser, and bookshelf because I may need a truck/Uhaul. Friday will be the big preparation day! I will have to make sure everything is packed in my luggage, triple checking my lists at the same time. Might go to bed around 8 that night because I'll have to be up at 4a.m. Saturday morning in order to be at the airport at 5:30a.m. Everything leading up to this trip has gone so much more smooth than it did last year. My last trip, that I never completed, was just an absolute mess leading up to and during the day of my flight. This time the money is in order, the circumstances are in order, and my feelings toward Colin are much stronger than they've ever been, and I hope they don't ever change. During my stay in NH, MA, and ME I will hope to take tons of pictures and blog as much as possible, if I'll have any free time! Phew, that was a lot of typing. To be continued...

Creep Like 'Em

Trust, what every relationship thrives on. Without trust you can have jealousy, anger, envy, and even infidelity. It all starts with one tiny little lie or the "forgot to tell you" and ends up being a slew of bottled-up emotions and suspicions that never get resolved. If you're in a committed, monogamous relationship and you're doing something you shouldn't, then you should either end the relationship or be honest with your partner and let them decide whether you're worth their time or not. If you're a known cheater, just don't start a relationship at all until you seek help for whatever deep, emotional problem that you have. Everyone deserves to receive the same amount of trust that they give. There are many things that combine to make a loving relationship but, to me, one of the most important is trust.

Winter Again

It's already December and I can't believe how fast time has flown by! I have decided to move back home so that I can go back to school and save some money by not having to pay $350 in rent alone, not including gas, groceries, and supplies for the apartment. My last day at work is exactly one month from today, January 3rd, 2012. In four days I will be registering for my classes, hoping to take about 15-18 units. I should only have about two semester left until I finish my A.S. in Real Estate. The next year for me is going to be very busy, exciting, and fun. I can't wait to not work as much and have some free time for family and friends. Woo 2012 will be amazing!